Reflection

Me-time always works out for me. Eventhough it's not impossible if it turns out to be the most boring time ever, but... Sometimes, all those me-time(s) make me reflecting.

Reflecting on everything.

On how I act to my friends.

On how I might hurt someone.

On how I can encourage myself.

On how I can be a great happiness to someone.

On how I can be a great dissapointment to someone.

On how wrong I can be.

On how foolish I can be.

On how I live my life.

On how I react to my life.

On how I make the most of it.

Well, you can say... absolutely, everything.

I should simply turn on my iPod and listens to it.

Then all those reflection will come out eventually.

Today, I've been thinking about how I should act to life that turns out not as good as I thought it will be. The 'Movie Outing' from CISV which I attended yesterday, might be the one that made me think of this.

Should I run or should I just stick w/ it, no matter how hard I have to struggle and everything? When everything turned wrong, what'll I do then? 

Is life really does SUCK?

or is it ME who makes life SUCKS?

or is it just my mind who cause all of this?

What if after all this time, life has always been GOOD, GREAT, COLORFUL, and everything, but it's just ME thinking that it SUCKS because of all those downs and misery?

If that's true, then I'm the culprit of the life that I consider as SUCKS now.

Not...people around me.

I really believe in the power of Mind, I really do.

So now, I'm going to change my self. I've made myself a pledge.

To think positively in everything I'm going through.

Every cloud has a silver lining, rite?

Then my life - everybody's life must have that silver lining as well rite?

Life is GOOD, if you THINK it is.

Life SUCKS, if you THINK it is.

That's what I'm going to hold on to from now on. :)

Okay, another posts in English! Just felt like it, but another post in Indonesian right after this, wait up for about 1 hour and a half okay?

Picture Credits : Numbpurplehaze.dA.com

Personality Test

ENFP - The "Advocate"

ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.

NF Temperament - The "Visionaries"

NFs are introspective, intuitive and highly idealistic. They are subjective, compassionate "feeler" people that desire to contribute goodness and meaning to the lives of others. They are effective at doing this through their nurturing, insightful and encouraging nature. NFs despise conflict. They will do everything they can to make sure their loved ones get along with each other and are happy. NFs are imaginitive, creatively inclined and passionate about their choice causes.

About the ENFP

Expert Quotes & Links

"They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives."

- The Portrait of the Champion Idealist (Keirsey)

"ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it."

- Portrait of an ENFP (The Personality Page)

"Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone, especially on a regular basis."

- ENFP Profile (TypeLogic)

"outgoing, social, disorganized, easily talked into doing silly things, spontaneous, wild and crazy, acts without thinking..."

- ENFP Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com)

"ENFPs are energetic and enthusiastic leaders who are likely to take charge when a new endeavor needs a visionary spokesperson. ENFPs are values-oriented people who become champions of causes and services relating to human needs and dreams. Their leadership style is one of soliciting and recognizing others' contributions and of evaluating the personal needs of their followers. ENFPs are oftencharismatic leaders who are able to help people see thepossibilities beyond themselves and their current realities. They function as catalysts."

- ENFP - The Visionary (Lifexplore)

"Ranked 1st of all 16 types in using social and emotional coping resources and 2nd in using cognitive resources. "

- ENFP Facts (discoveryourpersonality.com)

Wow, this is officially the best personality test Online I've ever done!

You should take it as well! Browse : http://mypersonality.info, make an account, then go for it! :)

A Big Round Of Applause

Okay, this time I'm in a mood for blogging in English. Hehehe :)

And just to remind you, this is going to be a short post. Well, I just feel like saying these things, so well.. better type it fast!

Just watch Love Actually, and yeah! It's so funny, witty and romantic. I think. And come to think of it, I really do agree in what the film said, that... Love is practically everywhere.

Even when you think that none loves you, Love is still there. And will always be there.

But, even so.. the most interesting part is : Love is everywhere, but wait!... it's something that you still have to fight for.

When you feel alone, you will feel like you're the most miserable person ever in the whole world. But actually, you're not. Actually, in my opinion, NONE is ever become the most miserable person in the whole world. Because when you feel like it, there must be someone out there (perhaps, without you knowing it) who has been praying for your good. for your happiness and simply for everything the best.

And, I do believe I have one :)

Sometimes, without you realizing it, you've become that 'the one' who prays for the others. We'll never be alone, because WE'RE SOMETHING, YOU'RE SOMETHING AND I AM SOMETHING. So, see? We're actually never alone. It's just a state of mind that's controlling you.

And, I'm going to say this personally. I've always saluted everyone, anyone who has the courage to tell someone that he/she loves her/him. HAHAHA I don't know, you may think 'ah gitu doang!' but, HEY! Everyone knows that saying a personal confession is not an easy thing, so..

Let's give a big round applause for everyone who ever confesses his/her feelings to the beloved one! :)

HAHAHAHA That's all I wanna say in this post, because after watching Love Actually, the first thing that pops into my mind is : "GOSH, HOW BRAVE!" hahahahaha :)

Well, it might be because it's a MOVE-E. But, still. A big round of applause.

So now, why don't all of you guys! Everyone, everywhere, whoever you are! Say to someone you love that you love him/her, say it before it's too late. 

Because, even when people said that fate has been written in the stars, it can always be changed. So, why should you regret when there's a slight chance that you don't have to face that regret?

But, I'm still not going to deny it, that... it's not easy to do it.

As for me, now I'm going to say to everyone (or might be someone :p) I love that I love them. Soo, why wouldn't you? :)

Remember, Love is everywhere and HEY, when it's TOO LATE what's left is only you regretting. 

Love is there.... if you go for it.

Do you want to regret?

KIDS CHOICE AWARDS 2009 ADS = HILARIOUS!!

GOSH THIS AD MAKES ME LOVE JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE MORE AND MORE. 

ONE WORD = HILARIOUS 

ADUH THE ROCK MATI DEH NO MORE MACHONESS

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ninja dan Mimpi

NEW POST EVERYONEEE!!! :D

oke, yang ini bersiap lah karena menurut Clarisza Benedicta sendiri, post ini akan menjadi aneh aneh dan aneh. Clarisza Benedicta sendiri sudah bertanya tanya apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa yg terjadi. oke stop the najis bahasa, Clarisza Benedicta.

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OKE jadi oh ya bythewayinthewaybusway, SELAMAT MENYONTRENG EVERYONEEEEE!!! :D:D aduh gua kalo jadi the parents atau siapapun lah yang nyontreng sih jujur gua bakal super bingung, mau milih yang fotonya jadi SUPERMAN, NARUTO, atau yang foto sebelah Singa atau Monyet yaa? aduh ada apa sih dengan para Caleg yang fotonya di-edit edit gitu? tsktsk

LIAT DEH nanti ya kalo gua jadi caleg, gua bakal foto jadi ...

ANJRIT NAJIS BANGET INI FOTO NAJISJISJIS

SAILORMOOOON!!!

kenapa?

iya biar ntar motto gua jadi :

DENGAN KEKUATAN BULAN AKAN KUBERANTAS KORUPSI

DENGAN KEKUATAN GALAKSI AKAN KUBERANTAS COPET

DENGAN KEKUATAN BINTANG AKAN KUDAPAT BANYAK DUIT

DENGAN KEKUATAN CAHAYA AKAN KUWANGIKAN JAKARTA

oke freak.

ah payah ah caleg caleg nih, gak ada yang pake SAILORMOON kan jadi lebih gampang gitu loh bikin mottonya, tuh gua bikin langsung dapet 4. HAHAHAHA daripada NARUTO masa mau jadi caleg rambutnya di cat Blonde pake iket iket apaan tuh item terus jadi HOKAGE eh gak mau ah gua, entar smua orang diwajibkan jadi NINJA serem banget, nanti copet saling mencopet copet. AWW SEREM GAK MAU 

ps : the star of these pictures are VINCENT TANUTAMA and THEODORA BEATRIX SIAHAAN.

bayangin aja entar semua orang pake kostum ninja, terus gua lagi jalan tiba2 SYUNG SYUNG ADA BAYANGAN LOMPAT LOMPAT MELEWATI ATAP, terus gua lagi jalan - jalan ke kolam tiba2 ada sedotan nongol dari kolam, dan lompatlah NINJA ADUUH HORRORRRR terus nanti gua lagi liat2 ke pantai Ancol, tiba2 ada orang lagi pake baju item2 lagi sembahyang meditasi... DI ATAS LAUT AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW SEREM KEREN HORRORR! 

gua yakin Indonesia langsung ganti nama jadi... NINJONESIA, terus benderanya ganti jadi BIRU PUTIH aduh, terus entar semua sekolah dihilangkan, jadi SEKOLAH NINJA SEMUAAA JADI DOJO DOJO BERBUKIT TINGGI BERATAP MENJULANG AWWW KEREN NAN GAHOL YA SEBENERNYA

HAHHAHHAAHHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAH....

oke cla, stop.

yeaaa yeaaa. :/

OKE STOP BENERAN, BACK TO TOPIC.

yang akan membuat post ini adalah... bukan, Caleg. bukan bukan.

tapi, lagi - lagi Clarisza Benedicta. bermimpi...

okaay, I'm going to tell ya ini SUPERSPEEDSUPERSUPERSUPERSPEED

SO YOU BETTER READ IT IN SUPERSEPEEDD AS WELL OKAAYYY

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ClariszaBenedictabermimpidiajalanjalankehutanketemutementemennyagitupaslagimenyusuri

hutantiba-tibakakiClariszaBenedictabaretterkenarantingatauapagituintinyaClariszaBenedictalukaterusAUWsakitdeh.

FIUH

OKECAPEKGUANGETIKDANBACANYA

OKEE..

IS TI RA HAT..

nah, ternyata...

sesuatu terjadi ketika Clarisza Benedicta bangun tidur, buka mata, duduk di atas kasur, bengong, dan tiba - tiba..

OKE

MULAIBACACEPETLAGI

AYOOO

MULAI

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TERNYATAKAKICLARISZABENEDICTATIBA-TIBALUKADIBAGIANYANGSAMADIMIMPIYANGCLARISZABENEDICTAMENDAPATLUKAAA!

dan itu juga sebuah baretan.

OKE BETTER NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT MYSTICLY 

yaaah, mungkin Clarisza Benedicta pas tidur tiba - tiba kebaret... ERR bantal? kebaret apa kek gitu, gila ye keren juga, ada aura aura cringcringcring jadi bisa ikut luka juga.

KEREN KALI YA JADI KAYAK ALAM BAWAH SADAR GUA KAYAK 

AYOOO GERAK KE KIRIII, BIAR BARET SAMA KAYAK DI MIMPIII KHIKHIKHI (mengeluarkan aura aura kuning)

oke, kalo beneran gitu, sih serem banget. berarti... ALAM BAWAH SADAR GUA KOK KAYAK SETAN MAU JAMPI JAMPI ATAU DUKUN GITU SIH, AMIT AMIT DEH.

OKEE btw, I'm going to upload these 3 special edited pictures.

SBENERNYA GUA UDAH EDIT DARI LAMAAA, CUMAN BARU SEMPET DI UPLOAD HARI INIII, TAKE A LOOOKKK! apakaah, anda ada didalamnya?

:p

ClaMini, ClaTwit, and ClaMoet.

Selamat malam, kawan - kawan sekalian.

Oke, mungkin ketika anda sekalian membaca judul post diatas : ClaMini, ClaTwit, dan ClaMoet mungkin di benak anda terpercik :

Ih Cla apaan sih sok iM03TzzzxXx banget sicH, pake nama ClaMoet segala!

Ih Cla sok sok mu4N1s ihH! sok - sok Twitt, Sok SWEETT!!!

Ih, Cla Sok Kecil banget sih, Cla mini HIH

Oke, mau tau artinya apa kalau anda sekalian berpikir demikian?

ANDA JAHAT ANDA APAAN SIH KEPO RESEK IH NYOLOT DEH!!

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Oke Cla, jadi emosi. hahahaha bercanda, kawan - kawan sekalian. Sebenarnya sangat normal adanya kalau anda berpikir demikian...secara, MEMANG CLARISZA BENEDICTA JUGA HOKEWEK BIKIN NAMA KAYAK GITU hahaha.

Tapi, upsy wait anda sekalian harus berkenalan dengan mereka bertiga, ClaMini ClaTwit dan ClaMoet.

Oke, Clarisza Benedicta freak. Oke gua juga berasa diri gua freakolicious men kalo masalah ini bahahahaha. Jadi begini kisahnya yo, jadi begini. 

Suatu hari, Clarisza Benedicta ada ulangan Fisika. Dan, Clarisza...tidak belajar. Soalnya, ya gitu deh. Intinya wtv it is pokoknya TI DAK BE LA JAR which is TI DAK SI AP materinya A SAS HI TAM dan karena dulu SMP sempet bisa jadi yaaaa, kayaknya sih bisa, jadi... TANCAP AJA YO WES.

Pas lagi ulangan, dibacain soal... OHMYGOODDD SEMUA SOALNYA NANYAIN KAPASITAS KALOR ANJRIT GUA GAK NGERJAIN SOAL KAPASITAS KALOR SAMA SEKALI ADUH BAHKAN RUMUSNYA AJA GUA GAK TAU PANIK PANIK PANIK BU MARIA TOLOONG oke lebai.

POKOKNYA TIBA - TIBA GAK BISA.

Oke, maka tiba - tiba TRING TRING TRING muncullah tiga makhluk yang gua gak tau apa, muter - muter di dalam kepala gua. Makanya, Clarisza Benedicta namakan : ClaMini, ClaTwit dan ClaMoet.



Sebenernya ini udah seriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing banget dari dulu, jadiiii tiap kali kalo Clarisza lagi puyeng mumet mau mati, pasti ini tiga makhluk muncul terus ngomel2 di kepala Clarisza Benedicta, berantem berantem, kayak ngomel2 sendiri gitu, such as gini contohnya :

ClaMini : "Bego sih lu cla, kemaren gak belajar!"

ClaTwit : "Yeh, gak bisa gitu juga dong. Kan kemaren dia kecapekan puyeng capek, masa dipaksain?!"

ClaMoet : "Blablablablabla"

Pokoknya intinya gitu deh kayak ada suara2 ngomeeeeeeeeeeeeel ngomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel yang bikin ClariszaBenedicta yang asli malah tambah puyengmumetpusingmaunyaapasihinitigamakhlukyanganehdantidakberbentuk di kepala gua adoh bikin pusing.

Dan biasanya kalo udah kayak gitu, Clarisza Benedicta ends up jadi tambah puyeng, dan ulangan tambah gak bisa.

Makanya kalo mau ngilangin itu 3 Makhluk, Clarisza punya trik khusus! 

1. Taro pensil ato apapun yang di tangan
2. Pejamkan Mata
3. Katakan dalam hati, "Cla, fokus fokus fokus tenaaaaaanggggg!" kalo gak "Ayo dong pleaseeeee dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeem!"
4. Tarik nafas dalam - dalam
5. Hembuskan.
6. Sudah tenang? Lanjutkan pekerjaan.

Yaaaaa saudara - saudara begitulah kira - kira.

ClaMini, ClaTweet dan ClaMoet. EH TAPI MEREKA HANYA MUNCUL ATAU MUTER2 DI KEPALA GUA CUMAN KALO GUA STRESS BERAT aduh apaan coba yaaaaaaaa, bikin puyeng. Eh but I'm not crazy yaaa everyone! HAHAHAAHAHAH gua juga bingung knp gua begini. kalo kata bebeknadya.... 

"Cla, you're extraordinare!"

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OKE DEH, STOP jadi Clarisza Benedicta memutuskan untuk damai - damai aja sama ClaMini, ClaTwit, dan ClaMoet, they're me as well juga gitu loh. so I choose to, berteman HAHA APA COBA.  Jadi kalo mereka muncul, gua akan melakukan ritual diatas, kalo gagal? Mau gak mau, duduk bersila diatas kursi, terus pejamkan mata. HAHAHA

Eh keren abis kali ya men kalo suatu hari Clarisza Benedicta lagi ulangan Matematika terus tiba - tiba itu 3 makhluk muncul, and Clarisza melakukan ritual diatas dan guru ngeliat, OHMYMY

Pasti gua yakin nilai gua dinaikin 5 point, sangking kasian itu guru mungkin kira gua udah gila atau stress gara2 soal dia. 

WAH TAPI OKE JUGA TUH KALO KAYAK GITU SANGAT AJIB. Sekalian aja gua ke depan itu guru, terus ngmg 

"Pak, saya pusing, ini kepala saya berisik banget!" 

Maka gua yakin itu guru pasti langsung, diam termangu, geleng - geleng, mendehem dan berkata.... 

"Berdoalah dan bertobat, nak."

.....

"Terima Kasih pak, anda memang SANGAT JENIUS. TERIMA KASIH"

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Oh ya, btw Clarisza Benedicta kedatangan e-mail dari seseorang, isinya :

From : TIKA

Message : 

halo! g tika :) salam knal yach! g srng bca blog lu, kocak, kreatif hehe tapi kok g brasa lu agk mrip raditkambing jantan itu yach? haha kmbing btina dong! trs ngeblog yach! visit blogku juga. tx.

Reply : 

Thankksss! Ya ampun Tika, thanks ya. lu e-mail pertama yang gua terima dari orang yang baca blog gua orang luar. hehehe thanks :) Aduh seneng. Iya, emang gua juga pernah terima gitu ada yg ngmg gua mirip raditya dika, aduh tapi gua gak tau haha. Sebenernya kalo dibilang mirip, gua pribadi berasa gak sih biasa aja. Gua ya gua, Raditya Dika yaa Raditya Dika. Lagian gua gak mau jadiii kambing betinaaaa! HAHAAHAHAHAHAH aduh gua shio ayam, berartii... 

EH NAJIS TAPI GUA JUGA GAK MAU JADI AYAM ADUH. 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA nanti kayak yang di Pattaya lagi WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA  AH CLA STOP DONG AH JADI NGELANTUR. hahaha, oke back to topic.

Tapi, gua emang suka Raditya Dika, gua suka baca jugaaa hehe. kocak banget, keren. But we got our own style, his and mine. Terus even mungkin gaya ngomong atau nulis kita mirip, there MUST BE PASTI ada perbedaan hehehe. Thanks for reading my lil' blog ya Tik! Thanks, I'll definitely open yours. :D

Aduh btw, gua belom nonton kambing jantan bagus gak sih?

OKE ITU BALESAN REPLY EMAIL GUA YANG PERTAMA SEPANJANG SEJARAH GUA NULIS BLOG HEHEHEE jadi seneng. 

Ayo keep on writing me e-mails mau denger pendapat orang - orang ttg blog gua juga kan seneng :) hehehe. Thanks, fellow readerss..

Clarisza Benedicta...

cabut. yuk. Taotao taomingse all!

My Hug Is Priceless

Got a present from Gordy Adiprasetyo and TJ Hubert from Singapore. 

And I lorve it to the max! 

It's a pencil case with a very unique design, and well.. sooooo 'applicable' :p

HA! CHECK THIS OUT!

IT'S PRETTY COOL HUUUHH?

yea, I like it so much that I don't know when I'm going to use it. :)

Thanks Gordy and Tije.

Actually, this pencil case's brand is MYUK. And yea, I love it.

I actually have owned one wallet, one bag and one small bag of MYUK. :)

And now, I have one more from MYUK's yeay!

Btw, I found this old picture of me wearing my favourite Loose Tee 'My HUG is Priceless'.

Oh, how I loveeeeeeee~~ loose tees!

This is one of my so-countable other posts which are written in English :)

"1939!"

Hari ini Clarisza Benedicta pergi ke Senayan City. And I found this really interesting pameran, judulnya : "1939!"

one word : AWESOMENESS!

gak percaya gua itu foto semuanya diambil di Jakarta.

rated : 5.

Outside the "1939!" Area :

I miss Clairine sooo much! :( Ouh, I need her.

Evolusi, Gila, dan Self Calling.

Clarisza Benedicta versi 2009, yang tetap tidak tambah tinggi dan tetep begini2 saja hanya rambut yang sedikit lebih panjang, kembali membuka blog http://clariszarchives.blogspot.com, blog lama Clarisza Benedicta. Dan... Menemukan kembali kotak kenangan indah (OUKEY CLARISZA BENEDICTA) untuk dibuka dan dibagikan. Dan kali ini.... Kotak indah itu berjudul : Evolusi, Gila, dan Self Calling.

Selamat Membaca!!! :)

AYO CLARISZA BENEDICTA VERSI 2008, AYO CEPET NGOMONG BLEH!

OKE BOS DIRIKU SENDIRI!!!

Ehem... Selamat Pagi/Siang/Sore/Malam saudara/i. Saya, Clarisza Benedicta 2008 akan berbicara... pertama - tama..

Cla2009 : Udah ah banyak bacot lu, ayo ngomong!

Hidihdih! Cerewet! Iya Iya...

Let's Go Baybeh! 

Clarisza2008 mulai bercerita :

"clarisza menggila. clarisza stress. clarisza puyeng.

iya banget.

jadi kmaren (may19o8) gua ada latian ballet buat pensi sanur HEIDI. and it turns out to be longer than i thought! gila dari jam o7.oo am - o2.00 pm buset gua udah kayak sekolah padahal harusnya gua libur nyantai di rumah tidur kayak babi makan kayak babi or intinya BABI-ing ria.

caaapeeeeeekk extreme, tangan udah kayak mau dipenggal, kaki pegel. terus si novvboyaatasiaamarcella ngambil 400rb gua lagi. AHAHAHA berhubung gua udah bokek 2 minggu which cause gua ngutang berlebih, gua jadi kek jaga duit bener kalo perlu dikasih gembok (haha ekstrim).

terus gua laper, jadi gua beli 1 oreo WAFER, 1 BUTTER CRACKER, 1 tango CHOCOLATE. bagi bagii makaaann. terus gua laper lagi, jadi gua beli mie masak, the-all-time-favourite-jajanan. and i had this conversation :

boya : cla, kok lu makannya jadi banyak sih?

cla : tau ah, gua mau jadi babi hari ini. lagi mood.

boya : gua juga sering mood pengeeenn TIDUURRR mulu tapi giliran mood makan pingin MAKAAN mulu.

cla : GUA TAU BOY!

boya : ha?

cla : GUA DAPET PENEMUAN! berdasarkan riset, ternyata CEWEK itu bukan evolusi dari monyet or gorilla men.

boya : ha terus?

cla : cewek itu evolusi dari BABI!

boya : ha? O IYA YA! pinter juga lu cla.

cla : NGOOIIKK NGOOIIIKKKK!

hey kau para cewek, bener kan? kita semua itu evolusi dari babi men, terus cowok yah kayaknya emang evolusi dari monyet. berarti harusnya kalo cinta-cintaan ngomongnya bukan cinta monyet tapi harusnya cinta MOBI (monyetbabi)

. buset berarti selama ini, monyet kawin sama babi. ha-ha

abis latian, terus kita (gua, boya, novv, pyut) off to DunkinDonuts, soalnya mobil gua yang mau dipake buat ke PS blm nyampe. terus karena gua lagi stress, i decided to... ganti semua nama contacts gua jadi CLARISZA BENEDICTA, which is my name!

jadi kalo ada sms ya... from : clarisza benedicta

kalo ada telpon... clarisza benedicta calling...

buset gua manggil gua. hahaha anak stress. jadi kalo ada yang sms gua mesti gua tebak tebak ini siapa, kalo ada yang nelpon gua mesti nebak nebak itu siapa. BAHAAHAH gahul. jadi JENGJENG SURPRISE gitu deh.

terus pas mobil gua udah nyampe, we decided buat nelpon asal the CLARISZA BENEDICTAs.

#1 clarisza benedicta : richard tukang sepatu

#2 clarisza benedicta : tasia kohar

#3 clarisza benedicta : bondi

#4 clarisza benedicta : michelle ramli

#5 clarisza benedicta : ORANG RESEK

#6 clarisza benedicta : rene

#7 clarisza benedicta : bondi (lagi)

#8 clarisza benedicta : orang resek (lagi) and he said : "jangan telpon gua lagi bisa gak?" babi.

#9 clarisza benedicta : bondi (lagi lagi)

#10 clarisza benedicta : steve

#11 clarisza benedicta : bondi LAGI

#12 clarisza benedicta : novita HAHA

#13 clarisza benedicta : bondi LAGI LAGI LAGI

#14 clarisza benedicta : nicholas kurniawan

buahahaahah sorry bondbond. jangan marah oke? peace men. peace out. haha gila gua and the others ketawa ampe perut gua sakit. terus they ngebayangin ntar gua angkat telpon begini

cla : hey, cla! ada apa cla?

caller : ha? ini mama. bukan kamu. (buset anak gua stress)

hey guys, why don't u try that? jadi surprise gitu loh kalo ada yang nelpon."

OKE CLARISZA 2009 KEMBALI SPEAKING.

OKE I GOTTA GO NOW, JADI PEPATAH TERAKHIR DARI CLARISZA BENEDICTA :

"Wanna Try?" 

(dengan tampang seductive)

Clarisza Benedicta = Rebecca Bloomwood? WHAT?

Oke, halo kawan semuanya!

Oke, Clarisza Benedicta baru saja balik setelah menonton CONFESSION OF A SHOPPAHOLIC bareng StaceyHutapea, AileenTanaga, Alexander Tommy, and Teresa Puspita.

FILMNYA BAGUS YA!

Oke, tapi tadi sepanjang film, StaceyHutapea berkata kepada ClariszaBenedicta :

"Cla, gak tau kenapa ya, gua liat Rebecca kok... ITU ELU BANGET YAAAAA??????"

"Hah??!"

Here goes another scene, and..

"Cla... INI BENER2 ELU BANGETTTTTT!"

"Oukey?"

Here goes another scene..

"Claaa this is so you men! Jangan2 lu kalo udah gede jadi kayak Rebecca!"

And another scene...

"Oh My God Claaaa! Diaa..."

Another scene..

"Cla! So you men!"

Another scene...

"Claaa!"

And Another scene...

"Claaaaa!"

"Diaa...."

"GANTENG BANGGGETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!"

oke ternyata StaceyHutapea udah ganti topik ngomongin si Luke Brandon.

Yap! Intinya Stacey Hutapea beranggapan bahwa : 

Rebecca Bloomwood = Clarisza Benedicta Dewasa.

yah, kalo entar gedenya cowok gua se ohsosweet dan ohsohandsome kayak Luke Brandon sih gua mau banget ya jadi Rebecca.

Kata SHutapea sih katanya lagak  - lagaknya si Rebecca itu mirip gua banget. OKAY GUA SIH GAK NGERTI SI STACEYHUTAPEA LIAT DARI SISI DAN BAGIAN DARI CLARISZA BENEDICTA BAGIAN MANA, tapi gitu deh kata dia.

OKEEEE, JADI KAWAN KAWAN SEKALIAN yang belom/udah nonton shoppaholic, emang iya Rebecca acts like me? OKE sebenernya agak aneh juga ngepost ini, tapi gua agak bingung mau ngepost apa, padahal... GUA LAGI MOOD NGETIK.

OKE ANOTHER MOOD ANEH I HAVE GITU LOH.

oke Adios! bye!

ps : ayoooo give me comments about this post :)

It's Hard, Man!

Oke deh, seperti yang (mungkin) anda - anda sekalian sudah ketahui. Clarisza Benedicta membuat blog satu lagi : THE EVERYDAY LIFE OF CLARISZA BENEDICTA yang tadinyaaaa sih, niatnya Clarisza Benedicta mau update tiap hari, gitu kan seru ya.

Terus ngoceh deh disana ngapain aja gua tiap hari, kalo kalo gitu aja ada yang mau tau (OUKEY HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA GR DOANG SIH siapa coba yang mau update my life tiap hari :s) hahaha. Terus, ternyata... Clarisza Benedicta baru sekali ngepost, aja kayaknya udah males. IT'S HARD MEN ternyata buat ngejurnal your days in a blog, haha maybe it's not that hard for some people, but for me... aduh capek hati deh.

Jaddiii, blog yang ono, itu bakal gua update, kalo gua mood aja deh hehe. abis kayaknya asikan ngeblog di blog yang sini, gak tau kenapa. Hehehehe.

So, I salute everyone yang bisa tiap hari nulis blog..daily! About their daily life, bukannya yang ngebanyol kayak gua sekarang. Hehehe. 

TWO THUMBS UP! 

Not everyone can do what you do you know, BUKTI NYATA : CLARISZA BENEDICTA. :)

So siapapun, yang bikin blog daily, keep on writing men! Kenapa gua jadi malah motivator gini, cobaaa? --' Oke wtv, Salute!

Blog Mengagumkan

Thankyou so so so so much to MomoStyllables or AVPutries for the tag-award :) You put a thousand-smile ammunition for my day. You are fabulous as well and as I recall, there are a few rules :

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.

2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which you think are fabulous.

3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post.

4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.

5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

OKE, SEKARANG NOMINASINYA ADALAH :

clairineruntung.bs

lovelove-lenn.bs

momostyllables.bs

teresa-ps.bs

tashmania.bs

mfye.bs

fantasy-made-real.bs

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krystamelia.bs

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ps : I choose the nominees not based from whether they're my friends or not, but from the contents which I think are variative and interesting, well... not to mention eye-catching. :)

CONGRATULATIONS GUYS!

senang riang

OKE GUA SUDAH BEBERAPA HARI MADESU MULU APA SIH....

oke, skrg gua udah cheer uppppp :D

kembali ketawa ketawa sampe mata ilang, trs senyam senyum. 

okee whoever you are yang baca kalo lu gak tau gua, pasti bakal mikir "ih ternyata ini anak super duper freak" but that's who I am :)

hey, tertawa membuat anda panjang umur loh! siapa tau entar gua jadi panjang umur kyk kate winslet di Titanic, kan keren bok! 

haha tapi entar gua lempar ke lautnya bukan kalung, yah paling entar gua lempar makanan ikan. HAHA, apaan tuh the heart of the ocean, gua mah ngurusin the heart of mine aja udah ribet, nanti deh kalo ngurusin the heart of ocean, hahaha.

SMA Santa Ursula, atau kalo anak anak gaHoeLLzzZ sebutnya "gReEn jElzzzZ" or "penjara wanita" atau apalah, gua mah sebutnya sanur aja, siapa tau entar bisa tiba2 ada pantai SANUR nemplok di SMA SANta URsula, kan who knows? hepi hepi aja gua.

abis panas2 panasan di kelas, langsung 

"EH GUA KE PANTAI DULU YA! MAU NITIP APA?"

"ooh nitip nasi timbel ya cla!" 

terus off I go, langsung tancep ke pantai nyebur. hahaha

oh, paradise.

oke balik ke topik.

ternyata gua baru sadar ya, sekolah di sanur itu emang bikin kepala goyang goyang stress banget jatuh bangun garuk garuk kepala, sok sok tidur di kelas bengong stress untungnya gua gak tambah pendek gara2 beban di bahu, kalo gak gua tuntut tuh buset.

entar lucu kali ye semua anak sanur kayak kurcaci gitu, kan asik! 

HAHA JADI KAN GUA GAK SENDIRIAN PENDEKNYA HEHEHE.

tadinya sih gua niatnya mau nulis jadwalnya, cuman AUCH males ya.. hahaha jadi intinyaaa, oke gua ADA 9 ULANGAN DALAM 6 HARI, okey how great is that? terus oke gua bisa gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa lama lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oke stop.

besok aja gua ada ulangan 2 biji, plus tugas 2 biji. ADUH.

I need a break

Okay, this is the first time, I post something which is so gloomy, but I need that. I need to do that, unless this wtv-I-feel-inside won't stop crumbling.

I'm so lame pathetic. Yea I know, you don't have to tell me that.

I feel like there's none to be there for me, except my beloved the nong-nongs family, who are always there. happy...or sad.

Theodora Beatrix Larasati, Aileen Tanaga, Stacey Hutapea, and Novita Ratu Diah.

Thanks, is the only thing I can say. 

Thanks for answering my calls late at night, 

simply listens to me when I cry.

Thanks for cheering me up, even when you actually didn't know how and what to say.

You know that you guys mean a lot for me.

I won't survive this far, without all your help.

And also,  Tasia, Michelle, AnasMichelle, Tessa, TJ, Vania, Vita, GabySD. for simply asking what's wrong and cheer me up. Thanks, really.

and especially, my beloved sister, Clairine and father, Papa Runtung. 

I might often become your pain in the ass, but please do know, both of you are so important. 

I'm not good in expressing how much I love you, I often make you guys angry. Sorry.

But thanks, for the listening ears, and for not judging me.

Thanks for all your motivations and cheering.

I feel like I don't have those thing people call as 'place-where-you-can-put-every-problems-you-have-in-mind'.

I'm tired of everything, really.

please, give me a break. a month, is good. a year is better. eternal...best.

I don't know what else to say, and hey, whoever you are, if you feel like you're hurting me and whatsoever, please stay away.

I need nothing but to simply taking a step back and live my life. Which means that to stay away from you, especially. I'll talk to you when I'm ready.

come-back post and GONG XI FAT CHOI!

APA KABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRR?

Gong Xi Pat Coi aaa~ cincai laah~ oke ai dont dont know lah how to speak chainis lah, so yu yu yang jago jago pasti ngerti laah, cos im not stupid stupid, yu yu yang stupid kalo yu yu gak ngerti ai ngomong apa aaaa, oke, im freakalicious.

anyways, GONG XI FAT COI! oke oke, gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ee taon ini gua gak dapet AMPAO samaa sekaliii! bisakah anda semua bayangkan?

ngidam ngidam bisa beli ini itu, tabung (mungkin) ini itu, aaaa gak jadi jadi omigot omigot.

terbang deh semua duit duit imaginer gua, ohmygod.

oke freak. (clarisza benedicta! stop freak-ing!)

oke, jadi, it's been a very long time yaa since gua ngeblog dengan rutin. haha , first of all, one day, seorang clarisza benedicta yang sedang bosan gak ada kerjaan, super bosan, daripada bengong bengong kayak sapi ompong, maka clarisza benedicta memutuskan untuk... JENGJENGJENGJENG!

meng-google namanya sendiri! HAHAHA

terus, tiba - tiba tertulis...

woo, lumayan famous juga ye gua. hahaha (TOENG SWT SUPER BESAR)

oke, pals and families, gua hanya bercanda. ayo santai semua yang udah pada mulutnya menganga baca tulisan di atas gua, jangan pada gak santai dong buset! ayo pada santai makan PETAI campur SATAI ketemu BRAD PETAI! BETUL BETUL BETUL??

...

kok jadi gua yang gak santai..

toeng..

OKE STOP.

terus, gua ketemu link bertuliskan... 

WIENY PLAYGROUND - CLARISZA BENEDICTA RUNTUNG. 

woo! kaget gua, buset ini kapan gua bikin website wieny playground? jangan jangan ini aksi dari gua ngigo lagi dan ternyata lahirlah blog yang bertuliskan nama gua. 

rasa penasaran meng-gerogoti, akhirnya CLICK dibukalah website ini.. jengjeng..

 link : http://wienykashiwabara.multiply.com/links/item/23/Clarisza_Benedicta_Runtung

atsiyah wetseh, wuu.. kaget sekali clarisza benedicta. tombol KE-GEER-AN pun terpencet, hahaha tuh kan! clarisza benedicta mulai lebay. cukup sudah~ ayo, pencet tombol BIASA AJA. 

TOT.

oke, gua sekarang biasa aja. tapi, anywayyss... thanks sekaliii! wieny kashiwabara! :) 

sebenernya akhir2 ini gua udah agak males banget (agak dan banget, oukey --') ngepost atau ngeupdate blog, tapi siinncee! gua baca blog lu, gua jadi WOW TERPACU WOW WOW, oke lebay lagi kan! GEPLAK. oke stop. thanks anyways! sekarang gua akan mengupdate kembali dengan rajin! :) hahahahaha.

oke, cukup sudah post kembali datang dan muncul ini... 

SELAMAT DATANG KEMBALI DI CLARISZABENEDICTA.BLOGSPOT.COM 

selamat menikmati! 

(kalo mau dimakan boleh, pembelian monitor baru karena rusak sehabis dimakan, tidak ditanggung pihak clarisza benedicta)

selamat menempuh hidup baru!

credits to : http://furtivelungs.deviantart.com/art/Merry-Christmas-107190193

MERRY CHRISTMAS SEMUAA

FELIZ NAVIDAD!

eh kok it sounds like feliz NAPIdad.

okee claa, jangan memplesetkan bahasa negara lain itu dosaa!! (oke gak nyantai)

oke deh, this is going to be a super short post.

clarisza benedicta akhir2 ini lagi supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerr sibuk, jadi ya gitu deh sebagai penerus generasi bangsa yang berdedikasi tinggi berkualitas KW-1 dan setia pada bangsa dan negara dan bapak SBY, jadi blognya ups harus terlantarkan.

maaf ya saudara. bahan blog sih udah adaa cumaan ADUH waktunya masih digudang, ketinggalan, jadi gitu deh. gak sempet.

HAHA

clarisza benedicta janji mulai JANUARI akan memulai dan menempuh hidup baru bersama blog (heloo BUKAN MARRIED TAPINYA OUKEY) dan menjadi AKTIF kembali.

okeee seee yaa around in JANUARY!! bye muachmuach <3>

HOMEWORK AWAITS!

okay, especially for this post, i'm going to use english baybehh...

(jarang jarang kan lu liat post inggris semua di blog gua, limited edition kayak parfum gitu loh)

okay then, so I got this homework from ANASTASIA VANIA PUTRI SUDRAJAT a couple o' days ago and well as a dedicated diligent and excellent student (well don't take this seriously :p), of course I've got to do the homework. :p

Well then, let's just get this started.

HOMEWORK'S RULES :

1. Each blogger must post these rules.

2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules. you need to choose some people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to live them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog

10 random facts about me.

I was so fat when I was 10 or so. well, I guess my weight was 48kg back then. And I also had POWER RANGER and SARAS 008 full costume at home. And I loved to wear it anywhere when I was a kid.

I love to cuddle up with my Abbie. I have to do that unless I won't be able to sleep.

I love TWISTER KFC more than french fries and chicken nuggets.

I have this love-struck-thingy with... GREECE. I promise myself I have to go there before I got married.

I dance by myself every night. with any kinds of music. absolutely ANY KINDS of music, and by the time my father walked into my room I'll run so quickly until I sit in front of my table and pretending that I was studying. Sorry dad :p

I love to draw all kinds of graffiti and letter blocks.

I have another kind of love-struck with SKANDAR KEYNES. Meet me up with him and I'll love you muach!

When I was having 'sariawan', I'll make a lot of funny faces to prevent my sariawan to hit my braces.

I tend to speak supeerduperextremely QUICK everytime I was nervous or when my heart was beating sooo fast.

I prefer to eat my meal directly from the package rather than on a plate.

sooo... now I'm going to give this homework to :

AILEEN, CLAIRINE, RENE and VINCENT.

enjoyy the homework pals!